Monday, November 1, 2021

A GOOD DAY TO DIE

 My grandson is in a poetry class to fulfill one of his University requirements, and it inspired me to write another poem.  I haven't written one for a long time, and this one is "free verse".  

A Good Day to Die

by Lola Cain

October 31, 2021

 

It was a good day to die

Spring had just brought new life:

Trees were leafing out

Birds were singing

The grass was green

And hope for new beginnings was alive

But not for her

 

It was a good day to die

Life for her had lost meaning

She was unable to see her purpose

She gave up on life prematurely

And in choosing death she gave up on herself

And on my siblings and me

She chose that day as her goodbye

 

It was a good day to die

A day that poured pain into many lives

A day that left sorrow in its wake

A day that would never be forgotten

A day that ended her personal losses

And became the start of ours

A selfish day that is cemented in memory

 

But for her it was apparently a good day to die

And the fallout of her choice?

We’ve become more resilient 

We are more tolerant and stronger

Than we would have been

Had we never endured that pain

Still, for us, it was not a good day for her to die

 

 

In memory of Nellie Nina Scott Rice, mother to Duane, Ken, Lola, and Gary.  Nellie committed suicide April 3, 1953, and the age of 37.  Forever missed.  Forever in our hearts.  Forever loved.